Bad days #2

I'm going to tell u guys how much i resent today :(


1. I'm late
2. I suddenly got reminded of ugly stuff and half of my mood is gone.
3. Got scolding from principal 
4. She confiscated my anklet ARGH
5. Realize i forget to bring my fav pen and pencil during exam
6. The only pen i have is not working well.
7. Forget to bring my allowance
8. Bought greentea and left it at the canteen. I need it for my paper2 inorder to keep myself awake!
9. Forget to do giveaway questions as i thought i've completed the paper and try to solve the hard ones which i couldn't solve any.
10. idk how my keys went into the small hole of my keychain and i couldn't open my door at all so i've to take my house keys from my grandma house.


There's still another half day that i've to bear with it, tmr will be better right? :(

29thApril.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RKYCIAPOH! ♥ 

I'm always the bad guy.

Maybe i should accept that society is really that ugly.

When someone is better looking, they get better treatment.

When someone is well to do, they get more friends.

When someone smokes, they're bad company.

When someone gets better result, they've good personality.

Seriously?

Ok, i've been wanting to blog about this like weeks ago but i'm just too lazy, so today i shall take this opportunity to blog about...my sister. Yes, my sister -___-

I'm a relatively loud and straight forward person mm mm, i voice out whatever i want to because keeping things inside would make me feel worse. And what i meant by voicing out is about big issues or small issues that occurred repeatedly.

Recently i've been quarreling with my sister which makes me feel like smashing her head into a pile of shit. Seriously, why do i have such sister? I mean my friends' sister is also earning money and they give their siblings allowance and mine? NONE. I'm not trying to say every sister should give their siblings allowance but she still have the cheek to claim money from me JUST BECAUSE i wore her clothes. Ok bfre u judge, read on..

And the best part in having a sister like her is....she wears my clothes too :) Yes and wearing them to sleep bcause she's lazy to change out eww. Quite some times ago, she wore my bra (yup embarrassing enough) and didn't wash it for days Days DAYS ewww x2. To such extend that i've to buy two 5bucks bra for her in order to stop her from wearing mine and the most raging thing is, she wore my MOST EXPENSIVE one. Damn. Up till now...ok credit for her as she's not wearing mine anymore! But she keeps on changing bra strap here and there even with mine wtf she wants to do that for? Worse thing is, she didn't put it back. Argh.

My parents like her better because she's much more hardworking and obedient as compared to me. So? But her attitude really sucks. My dad reprimanded me for changing my computer password so she couldn't use it and yelling at her because i'm quarreling with her about 'yknow usual stuff like clothes, attitude, anything under the roof' that we've been keeping inside us and POOF! Here comes a big quarrel. Oh oh hold on ur asses, i'm not a childish person! When there is an argument with anyone or whenever i start yelling, ppl will start pointing fingers at me saying that i'm overboard(?) Er hello? Get ur muthafucking facts right. I won't go and do something to a person's disadvantage because i dream of them stealing my eraser or i wouldn't yell at the person who stole my eraser. I would only yell at them if they steal like 100times ok? I'm not an unreasonable person so whenever i start raising my voice, tht person must have done something so wrong that it pushes to my limits.

Ok about changing the password thing and not letting her use my com, i got reminded by it suddenly during the argument. When i'm in sect2, she just got into JC and daddy bought her a laptop! Back thn, laptop is the hottest chick in town. She took care of it so nicely that she didn't even allow me to touch it! Not to mention, using it. I've to beg her and do favors for her just to use it for 30MINS!!!! and is asked to place it nicely back to its original place. And fr now, i'm gonna say how she handle my computer ok? Her oh-so-expensive laptop had grow old and began to load freaking slow and mine is super fast with miobox *winks* so the bashful her uses my computer now and then and not allowing me to use it whenever she's using it. WHAT?! She on my comp overnight just to charge her phone bcause she've no charger, only usb cable. Whenever i uses it, she would yell at me and demand a time from me to give her to use it. Hmmmm. And i've been tolerating it for 2years, in fact i didn't know that it's my comp that she's using it! Till now thn i realise that it's MY EFFING COMP and i've priority to do whatever i want with it. Unfair Unfair Unfair. And my dad still can say "xn must share with jiejie" Yes she can kiss my ass. Why would i be nice to someone who 'bullies' me right?

About the face wash thing, i've tweeted about it but still, i've to bring it up here. She earns money now and i'm still taking allowance from my dad. And her being cheapskate, bought herself a TWO DOLLAR face wash from daiso but still uses mine when mine cost much more expensive thn hers. How do i know? Because whenever i use my facewash, it isn't cap properly. Argh. Dont fucking mess with my skincare products, DONT FUCKING MESS WITH IT. And note that, i didn't make a fuss when i know about it, ask her! But i brought it up when she claims 2DOLLAR from me when i wear her clothes. Like hello? U wna claim money from me when i'm using something that can be recycled? And i didn't even make a fuss about it when u use mine that had gone down to the drain. (Claps for u for being a nice sister)

Oh hate her for being proud. Really. In the argument she said 'Please lor, the money spent on one of my clothes can buy many of urs' in chinese. Oh really? thn why are u still wearing mine? HAHA OWNED, u stupid girl.

To my sister, you ought to be ashamed of yourself.

If you have the courage to die, why don't you have the courage to live on?

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

27March2012

I've no idea how upset i'm feeling right now....maybe tdy is just not my day :(

1. I woke up late despite sleeping early the other day
2. i broke my 2days contacts in the mrng WTF.
3. One of my new lense has defect which cause my eyes to swell Double fuck
4. Before i wear my shoes, iris prediction was 10mins. After i left house, iris prediction became 26mins.
5. Walked to school and saw principal and DM eating therefore i can't go school
6. Walked atw from school through park and to the back gate and pass ms shanti her notes under the hot sun.

7. found out that i've no ezelink card due to skipping detention ytd so i've to walk 3busstop to my bf's house under the hot sun again.
8. found out something.
9. Even for supper, hot noodles can fall onto my feet

Argh.

I hope tmr is a better day :')

Right now i shall go and watch bigbang's live, gd and top are the sex :)

Family outing ♥

HI ALL. Before i lose my motivation to blog, shall blog about my zoo trip today :D

Initially we wanted to plan a "family" picnic outing at marina barrage bcause i think it's cute and exotic! Actually, i'm just casually saying about it but my boy made it real. Haha! And he suggested to go to the zoo instead :D We made sandwich early in the morning and head to zoo, so here are we!!!

Haha this is what i meant by exotic, didn't expect he wld do it right? That's 1 of the reason why i love him.

What's zoo without white tigers? They're so pweeetty and fierce!

Look what we have here for my baby princess?! It's so freaking cute!! Ah*faint*

Oh we went to visit my aunt at kidz place ben and jerry too! I swear she's damn cute! Maybe because of the uniform she's wearing? Haha, that's the aunt that gave me this bear NINE year ago! Shall i name it: buibui? :)

Overall, we did enjoy our trip very much and manage to see most of the animals there but we paid extra 5bucks for the tram and only take 1ride. (They didn't even check fr the tix) Argh. And i've been very hardworking to walk around despite the killing weather though i did complain alot, but i still continue to walk ok!! FIGHTIN!!!

Hamish J Brandfellner.

My brother.

This great guy passed away on 14th of Feb on valentine's day, this happen so suddenly. I couldn't believe it till i saw you...my heart just drop and i was devastated when i sees your bike, that precious thing of yours. I'll never forget how you always make me smile with your nonsense and how you always mimic my stupid actions just to tease me. I still remember you love to eat plain burger with no toppings or sauces. I know you love to sing and you always ask me to shut up if i'm singing with you :( i know you love your bike and spent alot to customize it, and i know you're really good at it! I rmb you always give up riding your bike whenever you're meeting me and would tell me how nice you are haha. You're always scared that i'm bored so you always have thousands and million kinds of different topics to start with. You never fail to send me gdmrng & gdnight msges when we were close and never fail to spam me all the time! I'm always mad at you. I hope you still rmb the greeting that we did whenever we meet each other, the alien greeting. ;)

I felt so sorry because i weren't there at your lowest and didn't tell you not to fall for a bitch/liar like her. Fuck myself, i shouldn't be nice. I should talk bad about my friends at the right time right. Ok hatred aside. I hope that you're happy and carefree up there and just to let you know, i cry a little inside whenever i walk pass the place we used to go and whenever i think of you...i miss you, hamish. I rmb when i was young someone told me that 'when a person is gone forever, they never come back because they're each given a pill that will make them forget everything and start afresh' so you might have already forgotten about me but you'll always still be in my heart, same goes to Darryle.

Love vs Hate

10 things that I hate the most:

1. People who're so not gentlemen
2. People who don't say goodbye before hanging up
3. Being accused
4. People who are happy when they're winning at something but are very unhappy when they're losing. (damn, I just find it very unfair)
5. People who lie to me.
6. Cockroaches
7. Super duper two-face, self-centered. (Note: i mention super duper. 1 or 2 is fine, but not everyone -_-)
8. When days are bad
9. People who don't do what they say.
10. People who purposely want to spite me. (Try harder bitch)

10 things that i love the most:

1. People who can make me smile at my worse
2. To cuddle during rainy days
3. To receive gd mrng and gdnight msges
4. People around me to be happy
5. To be loved and cared
6. People who cook for me
7. Doing things that i love
8. People who're interesting and keep me amused
9. To be able enjoy things i love with my love ones
10. When i'm with you

Before anyone starts judging me or say blah blah blah about this, i admit that i did do certain things i hate in life but there must be a reason for it. Humans nature right. Bye.